Submitted to the Board of Ordained Ministry of the New York Annual Conference of the United Methodist Church, January 1984, as part of the requirements for Deacon/Probationary status.

C. Christian Life

2. For the sake of the mission of Jesus Christ in the world and the most effective witness to the Christian Gospel, and in consideration of your influence as a minister, are you willing to make a complete dedication of yourself to the highest ideals of the Christian life; and to this end will you agree to exercise responsible self-control by personal habits conducive to bodily health, mental and emotional maturity, social responsibility, and growth in grace and the knowledge and love of God?

Over the years, I have cultivated three foundational commitments that shape my personal and spiritual life as well as my ministry:

1. Love in Humility – Living the Gospel through silent acts of service, seeking to do before speaking. This practice grounds my life in the example of Christ, who served in love and humility.
2. Rejoice in Poverty – Living without personal ownership, in solidarity with the poor, trusting wholly in God’s provision. This discipline frees me to embrace simplicity and generosity.
3. Hope in Ministry – Surrendering everything to God, placing all hope in the redeeming work of Christ. This perspective strengthens my resolve to serve faithfully, whatever the cost.

In the face of modern struggles for spirituality and authentic prayer, pastors are uniquely positioned to offer hope and guidance. We are called to be deeply rooted in contemplative prayer and to serve as spiritual companions amid the complexity of human life. Questions of life and death, suffering and emptiness, must be approached with spiritual wisdom shaped by prayer, study, and compassion.

The work of a pastor is not merely functional; it is profoundly spiritual. The shape and authenticity of ministry depend on a life deeply immersed in the Holy Spirit. Therefore, I seek to live in a rhythm of prayer, reflection, healthy living, and meaningful relationships, that I may embody the grace I proclaim.

By God’s grace, I commit myself to a disciplined, holy life—one that honors the Gospel, witnesses to Christ’s love, and serves others with joy, wisdom, and hope.