Green Onion in Winter

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Brussel at 6 am

The plane left Dhaka at midnight

and arrived at Brussel at 6 am.  

The team need to wait for 5 hours.

The flight for Washington D.C.

will be at 11:15 am.

We go around and check through the security.

There are few homes away from home.

I could not sleep at all.

Other folks seemed not to be excited

to go home much than me.

I am so happy to go home.

From Brussel to Washington DC

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Learning on my Couch:

Fighting tense, exuberant, and dangerous.

without mercy,

on the grass within 100 yards and 160 feet.

10 big men like black bears to execute orders

of the commanding crew of scientific planners

for dashing 10 yards dash.

Some unfortunate lost,

but 75 yards in single running.

Under raining, snowing, or storming

with speed, slow-motion, jumping with Gymnastic moves:

forward roll, cast, somersault, handstand, back handspring, round off, turn in one feet, flip over, split leap, and throw, pass, you name.

When tie each other of regular time ends goes over extends, 10 minutes.

Token toss to take possession.

Touch down win the game.

But sometimes go down within 40 seconds or only 4 seconds

to make end.

Next score win the game.

Ah, craziest American.

Fun time of hypertension.

Ah, is it art indeed?

Believe it’s beyond the business.

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Hovering over 72 years,

Again, again, again,

Is it recycling routine

or spiral galaxy toward the black hole?

To realize how important to care of my teeth,

at least three times of hygiene after taking food,

on sensitive teeth

with all distinguishing dietary,

even painful hot or cold,

from results of heavy loaded stress from work,

that was from my over qualifications,

Expediating circles in dynamic motion

Help of sensodyne, enalmel guard and repair after waterpik,

bring me back two decades young again.

Don’t need any make-up,

nor cosmetic surgery,

or Zumba and sun spa wellness

But go with only on farming under the ferocious Sun and inveterate wind,

with armor of Cocoa butter body and Vaseline lotion

to cover hands, face included hair.

By the way, need a hat to cover the top.

Not to worry on the chest and legs.

Daily wish is so simple,

as breathing on unsalted air

as practicing to recycle

as listening the bowel movement.

When I reached and go beyond the black hole,

I don’t need the recycling,

Rather, under a moment of little dew,

to take a walking the raw work for others.

So my hovering would go over the rrecycling routine

to reach the new planet beyond the new universe,

Free at last from my centering.

Rhythmical dance in Eternal now,

in the hand of Creator,

for more 72 thousand light years.

Please play Rhythm of Cosmic dance.

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Sitting outdoor in 33 degree,

Lattice of life in the winter lettuce.

Occupy the stillness, even void.

Still light green between dark brown leave / bark and white snow,

Surreal dance with sparkling ice.

As the neuron of my brain,

duplicating micro energy,

into the infinite network of the universe. Indeed, sanctum.

We’re one.

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Coffe Lover:

Coffee lover:
long before waking up
fill the world of mine
in the morning
has been long journey
cross the fields, rooms and ways
now rest into my five senses
few minutes passing
dancing in flying
into own celestial space
with sixth sense
for all day long.
Could have a happy day.

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Start to fall
intense hovering
of its clemency

long waiting
to loose

siluette of
violent storm
“Either or.”

Let it snow
on Earth,
vigilant Peace!

to call it evil
Yet, create the wall
for horror.

Let it snow
Let it snow
Let it snow

Far better than
the black ice
with sleet.

Start to fall
of heaven
on the ground.

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For new church for pandemic ages and cyber village

Wish to open and use church facilities for the immediate community as following ways:

[ Reason ] First: Pandemic era requires smaller gathering as creative living, Second: cyber world needs real life in person to person relationship to find who I am. Finally third: church needs more and much practice on creative activities in small group as spiritual formation than renovate physical buildings. Searching and Practicing the image of God in daily life.

[ Practice ] No longer exists the weekly schedule for traditional bible study and other confirmation class. Rather online study and training. Each small different small group for creativity gathers on each different day. Group members are church members only, rather open to the public. But needs to keep to limit 12. The all group demonstrate in group dynamics of expression joy in the presence of God on Sunday to praise Creator’s Glory.

For example: Monday: writers groups (poet group, essay group, short story group, etc.), Tuesday: speech groups (storytelling, public speech, etc. ) Wednesday: reading groups, Thursday: painting groups, Friday: vocal groups and musical instruments groups, Saturday: drama group and puppet groups, etc.

Format: Each group needs a professional, an assistant, apprentice who could be next group an assistant when the group would be divided into two. The professional could be a paid staff or a volunteer. Each group would performed or exhibit periodically through out the year to the public.

This is how we, the church transform, the new world. Anyone want to practice this, welcome to live in making joyful nosy, than grumbling and worries.

EcclesioGenesis – EcclesioExodus – EcclesioCross – EccleioLife

Creativity in Freedom – Image of God

Self Identity, Related Identity, Village Identity

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Living as I am

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The Transforming Praxis Toward EcclesioGenesis

We may not able to decline the degree of Xenophobia, but start, at least, the counter model of it, New Community. ECCLESIONGENESIS (Birthing Community in the Church and Society) with basic faith movement.

Thomas Ogletree said, “Eschatology had the effect of generating a dual perspective: A vision of Fulfillment in a coming new age, and an orientation to survival in the alien circumstances of the present age. This duality becomes a dialectic. This coming new age takes on substantive though incomplete reality in the present.

One is already summoned to live on its terms even while one must continue to endure the afflictions of the age which is passing away.

A new community, oriented to and based upon the new age, takes form in the midst of institutions which remain under the sway of the old consequently, those who dare to live for the new inevitably find themselves in conflict with those cling to the old.”

We may require the discipleship, is Eschatological Existence, to start and accomplish this Transforming Praxis. It is existence governed by the realities of the coming new age, but lived out under the conditions of the old.

This project will practice (1) on ‘Recovering Individual Identity’ for the personal transformation which I call PRAXIS ON EXODUSGENESIS for a Journey of ‘Self-Discovery,’ (2) on ‘Recovering Relational Identity’ for the ecclesiological transformation which I call PRAXIS CROSSGENESIS for a Journey of ‘Reign of ‘God-Discovery,’ and (3) on ‘Recovering Responsible Identity’ for the community transformation which I call PRAXIS ON LIFEGNESIS for a Journey of ‘Eternity-Discovery.’

This birthing the church is constantly moving and changing in the old site. God’s redeeming action is totally relational to liberate the deformed humanity from alienation into shalom.

Three Forms of Alienation from Shalom in the foreign land as well as new home:

  1. Alienation from Personal Integrity requires the mission of SELF-INDENTITY). There is no shalom without knowing “who I am.”
  2. Alienation from Interpersonal Respect (requires the mission of RELATIONAL IDENTITY). There is no shalom without knowing others and “what I am.”
  3. Alienation from Structural Justice (requires the mission of RESPONSIBLE IDENTITY). There is no shalom without the voluntary suffering of the church for other communities in society and to know “where I am in.”

Birthing church means to constantly practice spirituality to transform dangers of alienating factors into truce Christian faith for shalom.

Therefore, this project puts her efforts on practicing possibilities to transform the life of the alienated into the life of the reconciled through practicing Integral Spirituality:

  1. ‘Personal Identity on the Integral Self’
  2. ‘Relational Identity on the Communal Self’
  3. ‘Responsible Identity on the Reforming Dynamics of Spiritual Justice’

which have taken place since loneliness, distrust, and low self-esteem, and show the exercise on coming together of structural justice, interpersonal respect and personal integrity in the world.




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