“A Story of Land”

A poor young woman, twenty‑five years after immigrating to America, purchased land for the first time in her life. It was not to build a large house, nor to create a beautiful garden.

She bought a small plot of land to bury her husband, who had died of cancer in his early fifties. For the first time, she became a landowner. Within that small piece of earth, she laid her husband to rest, and beside him she prepared a place where her own body would one day lie. She did this because of a promise they had made while she kept vigil at his sickbed: “Though you go first, one day I will lie beside you, and together we will return to dust.” But in truth, it was less a promise and more the final comfort she could offer the man she loved—the deepest expression of her devotion.

As she steadied her grief and looked upon her husband returning to the earth—and upon her own future resting place—she felt the sacredness and holiness of the ground rise up around her like a tide. The soil she had walked on all her life without thought now seemed to awaken with a vast, breathing presence. She realized that this earth, which exists by the laws of nature, is not merely a necessary material—it is the eternal bed where every human body will one day lie.

During her twenty‑five years of immigrant life, she had always felt like a guest, as though she were walking on land that was never truly hers. But in that moment, that feeling vanished. And in her heart she cried out:

“This is my land! The place where my husband lies, and where I too will rest. The place where my descendants will one day live and return to the earth. Yes—while I live on this land, I will live in a way that brings no shame.”

WanHee Yoon, December 11, 1997

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About TaeHun Yoon

Retired Pastor of the United Methodist Church
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